destiny

Jan 发表于 2007-06-04 23:20:40

Living in this world, on this earth, we have so many things that are beyond our control. No matter how much you dislike them and how you complain about them, they just happen, they are just standing there, in your way, prohibiting you from advancing.
You have no power to change the existing fact, nobody around can help you. In such circumstance, you can do nothing except for accepting them, in which situation I am in now.
I know I am not in a position to make any complaint, but I really don’t know what else I can do since I am in such an embarrassing place.
Days are dull, boring, tedious, like a dead river, flowing ,but deadly.
How to cheer myself up is really a tough job for me. I want to maintain my happiness, keep my smile and be optimistic, but , really so hard.
Laughter seems so long long ago, smile on my face seems so rigid .
I feel tired. I have a feeling that I am acting like a fool, whose job is to entertain others.
Even I am not very outstanding, I have confidence in myself that I am not the worst. In fact, I have been acting much better than others. But I can’t see my promising future.
Even so, I can make no complaint at it. Just accept it.
My destiny, my fate.
Damn it!! 
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随记

Jan 发表于 2007-05-30 20:05:42

又穿了一次耳洞,没上次那么痛,希望这一次不会发炎啦
努力准备公务员考试ing.....
加油!!!
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丹尼斯·吴

Jan 发表于 2007-05-30 12:44:43

丹尼斯·吴——一个帅得一塌糊涂的男人!!一个酷得乱七八糟的男人!!
一下子就被他征服了
甜蜜间谍
哇哈哈
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